I have a friend who, a few years ago, when spring had sprouted exclaimed, “Why do seasons have to change? I was just getting used to winter!” (Who would choose winter over spring I wondered and laughed out loud.) This was the same friend who had complained when fall turned to winter that she was “just getting used to fall!”
As silly as it sounds, many of us can relate. When change knocks on our doors, we turn the bolt, set the alarm and step back seemingly certain that where we are in life is where we need to stay. It’s known, comfortable and seems so secure. Change on the other hand is downright threatening and outright scary.
I used to be more like my friend, hunkered down, content with current circumstances, but along life’s way, mentors, life coaches and counselors suggested I become more aware, to notice things and even journal about them. A lovely program I’m in taught me: “awareness precedes change.” Boy-howdy, have I found that to be true!
What do you see sprouting around you?
My formerly dead yard is now lush, full and vibrantly green. My lifeless, barren tree exploded with cherry blossoms that fell like snow in a sweet, springtime breeze, turning my lawn a lovely shade of girly-girl pink.
I see new growth, opportunities, and abundance in the landscape of my life. Old habits—thank God—have changed. Things I used to say and do are long gone, no longer a part of me. I am new. “Thank you,” “I’m sorry” and ”Will you forgive me?” have (mostly) replaced silence, defensiveness and self-righteousness.
Today, I want to be open to change. Sure, it’s unknown. I can feel uneasy and unsure. But I stay vigilant, aware, even excited as I contemplate being more open to change. I’ve opened my heart’s door welcoming beautiful, unchartered change.
Color bursts around me, birds chirp and chase from rooftops, laughter fills the air. I’m at peace with my Creator and notice He has brought beauty out of the ashes. As I surrender, sweet surprises spring forth.
What will you open your heart’s door to? What do you want to see change in this season of your life? What change will you welcome?